Write ex-girlfriend a letter

You said you had lost your sense of direction in life. I've also experienced that, but I don't know how to respond.

But I hope I can do something for you or write something for you.

Life is rich and diverse. Different people have different interpretations of the meaning of life.

People ask about the meaning of life, much like others asking why they enjoy happiness. Everyone is living their life and fulfilling its meaning. If there is indeed a meaning to be found, it is life itself.

Life is a journey that requires continuous exploration and balance, guided by scientific methods and philosophical wisdom.

In my opinion, we should avoid excessive theorizing and instead take small steps to experiment and make mistakes. We should also find our own way of living through practical experience.

During my 24-year life, I met you. This was something I cherished deeply, but unfortunately, we missed each other! During that period of time, I was going through an extremely painful experience. My entire soul seemed to be split in two by a single blow, and there was a kind of soul tearing that lasted for a long time, squeezing my severed soul into an endless black hole. My eyes gradually lost their luster...

On a train during a trip, we heard a father and daughter talking on the phone with the speakerphone on. The father said to his daughter, "Dad misses you," but his daughter replied, "Don’t give me that!" The whole carriage burst into laughter. Looking back now, there was nothing more to it, but the atmosphere then made everyone feel pleasant.

The things we encounter during the journey are not necessarily all pleasant and smooth memories. There might also be chaotic and amusing experiences, unexpected plots that might not be considered beautiful, but when recalled later, they might make people unable to hold back their laughter. This is probably what makes the journey so precious!

Every time I think of you, my heart aches like being cut by a knife. You have had such a profound influence on me...

But I am a determined and independent-minded person, so I managed to get through it, at the cost of losing you...

During my 24-year-old years, work and study were the activities that occupied the most of my time. I mainly focused on learning professional skills such as Mechanical product structure design, circuit design, embedded software programming, and rendering.

At this point, I began to plan for the future. I understood that as long as you do it, you will surely achieve something!

During my thirties, I have gradually shed my impatience and naivety. Currently, family and learning English are the two activities that consume the most of my time.

Growing up in life, it bestows upon you understanding. I hope you can soon overcome the gloom in your heart and experience the beauty of the world!

Best wishes to you!

Gavin